Swollen Left Eyeball

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I think my left eyeball is swollen.

That is all.

 

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Topic #180: Are you too lazy or too busy?

As you can probably tell from everything I’ve been doing lately, I’ve been too busy.

Even when I’m not on a tight schedule, if I feel as if I am slowly approaching a level of laziness, I usually find something that I can do (and there always is something that I can do). For example, I could easily flip open my laptop and write a new article for my website or go to the library and find a book to read. So, overall, I don’t think I ever reach a point when I’m too lazy.

 

My Homework for Your Reading Pleasure

In my abnormal psychology class, we do homework assignments called “The Doctor Is In” where we take the role of a clinical psychologist and apply our abnormal psychology knowledge to real-life events.

This week’s assignment was on the topic of mood disorders and suicide. The prompt was to write a summary about a suicide case that you know of (could be personal or of a celebrity), and find out if any mental disorders had underlying roles in causing the suicide.

Being a WWE fan, I instantly decided to write about Chris Benoit. My paper is included below for your reading pleasure.

Chris Benoit was a professional wrestler best known for his time at World Wrestling Entertainment. He performed a double murder and committed suicide days before he was scripted to become the ECW (Extreme Championship Wrestling, a division within the WWE) Champion.

On June 22, 2007, he killed his wife Nancy Benoit at home in an office. Autopsies showed that she was killed after Benoit pressed a knee into her back and pulled a cord around her neck, strangling her. They also found Xanax (also known as Alprazolam, normally used to treat severe anxiety disorders) and hydrocodone and hydromorphine (both narcotic analgesics and antitussives, commonly used as morphine substitutes) in her body.

On the following day, June 23, 2007, Benoit called co-worker and fellow professional wrestler Chavo Guerrero to let him know that he had overslept and missed his flight, and would be late for the upcoming show in Beaumont, Texas. Guerrero noticed that Benoit sounded stressed and tired; Benoit justified his tone by saying that he was having a tough day with his wife and son suffering from a bout of food poisoning, vomiting blood, and having to go to the hospital.

On June 24, 2007, Benoit used both his and his wife’s cell phones to send out a total of five text messages, with recipients including Chavo Guerrero and WWE referee and official Scott Armstrong. Four of the texts indicated their physical address in Fayetteville, Georgia, while the remaining text message informed the recipient that the family’s dogs were safely enclosed in a pool area and the side garage door was open.

Later that day, Benoit killed his son by sedating him with Xanax and suffocating him to death in his bedroom. Then, Benoit hung himself by creating a noose using the cord of a weight machine and committed suicide.

On June 25, 2007, Guerrero and Armstrong informed WWE of the text messages they received, who in turn alerted the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department and asked them to do a wellness check on Benoit at the noted physical address. This is when authorities discovered the three dead bodies inside Benoit’s place of residence.

After it was discovered than Benoit had died, many people, including the WWE, mourned his death and aired a Benoit tribute instead of their normal scheduled broadcasting. The WWE soon started distancing itself from Benoit after details of the murders and his suicide were discovered and released. They removed all mention of him from all television broadcasting and videos on their website, and removed his merchandise from the WWE Shop.

There were three main speculative theories about the motives of the double murder and suicide. The first involved conflicts between Benoit and his wife, as his wife had filed for divorce five years earlier but withdrew a few months after the initial filing. It was also found that they had gone through recent arguments about Benoit possibly having an affair with a WWE Diva (a female performer) and a life insurance plan. The second involved an accusation of drug use that stemmed from Benoit’s history of illegal steroid usage back in February 2006. However, Benoit was undergoing treatment for his previous steroid use and was prescribed artificial testosterone to make up for the damage it had caused, which justified the higher-than-normal levels of testosterone found in his toxicology report.

The third and most convincing motive for his actions was the fact that Benoit was suffering from chronic traumatic encephalopathy. CTE is characterized by the degeneration of the brain as a result of repeated, untreated concussions. It is highly likely that this is applicable to Benoit because, according to fellow professional wrestler Christopher Nowinski, Benoit was one of very few people who was willing to take steel chair shots to the head during performances. Furthermore, according to the conclusive report from a brain analysis conducted by Sports Legacy Institute’s neurosurgeon Julian Bailes, “Benoit’s brain was so severely damaged [that] it resembled the brain of an 85-year-old Alzheimer’s patient.” It also “showed an advanced form of dementia that appears on the brain scan as brown clumps or tangles. … In Benoit’s case, the damage was found in every section of the brain – all four lobes and deep into the brain stem.”

The known symptoms of CTE are memory and other cognitive ability loss, behavioral problems including aggression and confusion, and depression. Other individuals known to have CTE showed characteristics of deep depression and harming themselves and others. Benoit’s father suggested that it was highly likely that brain damage suffered while working for the WWE was the cause of his uncharacteristic actions, but the WWE dismissed the idea as speculative and refused to take responsibility.

Benoit’s double murder and suicide gives us some insightful information about the nature of brutal contact sports like professional wrestling. Because of his work, Benoit was more prone to receiving brain damage that ultimately led him to make choices he otherwise would not have made. On top of that, even though he was not able to think straight, he still sent out subtle requests for help and left sufficient information for authorities to find out what had happened, emphasizing the importance of acting quickly on all signs of potential suicide or other suspicious activity. Had Guerrero or Armstrong alerted the WWE and the authorities immediately after receiving the text messages rather than waiting the next day, it is possible that Benoit would have been found before he was able to commit suicide, and possibly even before he killed his son.

The death of Benoit is a wake-up call to all sports performers who put their work before their own health. Even though Benoit may have been seen as a brave individual willing to go to lengths other wrestlers would never go, the trade-off for his recognition was an incident that ended both his career and his life.

 

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Notepad++/Aspell Functionality Issue

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If you remember a few days ago, I mentioned that I was having an issue with Windows Update where it would force me to restart my computer if I didn’t tend to it quickly enough. One of my readers gave me a solution to my problem, so I decided to share another small issue I’ve been having in case one of you has a solution to this one as well.

If you’re not aware already, I use Notepad++ for all my text editing needs. I’m using Notepad++ right now to write this blog post, and I use NppFTP to automatically update all my edits onto my website.

There’s a spell checker integrated with Notepad++ called Aspell. The plug-in is preinstalled, but you have to install the actual Aspell program and dictionary for it to work. I already went to the website and downloaded Aspell and installed it, and added the .dll library file and dictionary file to the installation directory.

But, when I go to use Aspell in Notepad++, it says it can’t find the .dll file and tells me to insert a relative path to the .dll file. I typed in ..\Aspell\bin because that’s where the .dll file is stored, but it still can’t manage to find it.

I’ve pretty much tried every possible thing that anyone could come up with, such as using absolute paths, copying the .dll file into the local folders, moving files from the 32-bit Program Files folder to the 64-bit Program Files folder and vice versa, and reinstalling all corresponding programs.

If you have had this problem before and found a solution to it, then please share it with me because it’s very inconvenient not having spell check in my main text editor and having to copy and paste everything into Microsoft Word to make sure I didn’t make any typos. If you don’t know what’s wrong, please don’t send me suggestions like “did u try re install teh program” because I’m surprisingly not that stupid.

If you help me solve this problem, I will give you a shout-out and appreciate your existence on this planet for as long as I inhabit it.

 

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Topic #179: If you could own one thing you don’t currently have, what would it be?

Well that’s easy.

A billion dollars.

 

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Google+ is Awesome

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With the help of a buddy named Sid Narayananananan, I managed to get myself onto Google+ yesterday.

We originally tried the invite trick where apparently you can force Google+ to let people in by tagging their email addresses in posts. That ended up not working because I never got the email notification.

Then, I just randomly went to http://plus.google.com and signed up as if I was eligible to sign up as a beta user all along.

I played around with Google+ for quite a while, and I would have to say that it’s probably the best social network I’ve used so far (even though it’s still in beta mode). I’m sure I’ve explained this way too many times, but I don’t like Facebook because I don’t like dealing with the annoying who somehow end up on my friends list and interfere with things I would like to keep personal or private among my friends.

That’s why I initially switched over to Twitter – I no longer had to worry about people bothering me or leaving unwanted stuff on my timeline, because I’m the only one who can post stuff to my timeline. But obviously, Twitter lacks the personal touch that Facebook might offer.

Google+ has the best of both Facebook and Twitter. It’s easy to determine how much you want to share with whom. You add the people you know to circles – family members in “Family,” close friends in “Friends,” and general people you know in “Acquaintances.” Have something you only want your family to see? Select the “Family” circle when sharing. Have something you only want people you know to see? Select the “Family,” “Friends,” and “Acquaintances” circle. Have something you want the whole world to see? Select the “Public” option and even people who don’t have Google+ accounts will be able to see it on your feed. The best part is that you can create and remove circles at will so you can find the perfect balance of information sharing.

Do you want to share something but don’t want feedback on it? Something that’s clearly annoying on Facebook is when you post something and it ends up becoming a medium for random people to argue with each other. If you happen to post something that would not prompt any productive feedback, just disable commenting and nobody will be able to voice their (unwanted) opinion on your post.

Which brings me to my next point, no more random people writing stuff on your feed! If someone wants to tell you something, they can click on the “email” button and they’ll be able to use their GMail account to send an email to your GMail account all from inside Google+. That way, the only comments that show up on your feed will only be (or at least, should only be) relevant to the things that you choose to post on your feed. With Google+, there’s no more instances where someone posts something unwanted or too private on your feed and it ends up sitting there for a long time for the whole world to see before you manage to get on and delete it.

Even better, no more “Happy Birthday!” posts. In the past, I’ve considered turning off my Facebook wall on my birthday so people would stop telling me “Happy Birthday” on my wall. (My wall is off completely now, for those of you who are wondering.) Sure, it’s great that you care, but if you really actually care, you wouldn’t contribute in the mass spamming of my Facebook wall. Right before I stopped using Facebook, I had almost a thousand friends. It’s not pleasant to log in to your Facebook account and have a couple hundred notifications of a couple hundred new wall posts all telling you the exact same thing.

Speaking of notifications, you have probably commented on a popular person’s status or photo before and ended up getting notifications for every single person that comments after you for the rest of eternity. Google+ has an easy way to avoid that. If you comment on something and you realize that none of the following comments are replies directed at your comment, you can simply mute the conversation so you don’t have to be flooded with notifications.

All photos are taken care of with Picasa Web. It’s prob­ably not that important for the people who have never used Picasa Web before, but I’ve been using it for a long time now, and I got excited when I realized that all of my old albums were automatically imported to my profile. Even the same privacy settings were carried over, so my public albums are still accessible by the public, and my private albums are still only accessible by me. One dis­advantage of having Google+ linked with Picasa Web is that it ends up creating a handful of garbage albums in your account. If you’re like me, you like everything or­ganized and neat, and it’s not possible to organize these Google+-specific albums because they have protected properties. Hopefully that’s something Google will change before the public release.

Also, the videos feature is not associated with YouTube. I haven’t posted any videos yet, but it seems like if you upload them, they end up on your Picasa account and are accessible through Google+ and Picasa only. It appears from people in my circle that the video function might not be working overall, but that might just be because the person in question just did something wrong. If you watch any of my videos, you know that I post literally all my public videos on YouTube, so it would be helpful if YouTube was integrated into Google+. It probably won’t be very difficult either, seeing as Google owns YouTube.

Another suggestion I have is the integration of Google Music into Google+. In Facebook, there’s a third-party application called iLike where it shows the music you like and frequently listen to. There’s also a website called Last.fm that keep tracks of your favorite songs and how often you play each song. It would be awesome if there was a Music tab that had a similar function and allowed you to share that information with your friends directly from your profile.

This is pretty much all I’ve managed to do on Google+ so far, but I’ll definitely be playing around with it more in the near future, and if Google releases any large updates to Google+, I’ll blog about it and possibly include some screenshots for those of you who are not yet on Google+.

 

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Akar is Awesome

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Remember how I said yesterday that Windows Update occasionally forcibly restarted my laptop when I was doing something important and didn’t notice the countdown timer?

A helpful reader named Akar let me know that I can stop this from happening by opening gpedit.msc and going to Local Computer Policy → Computer Configuration → Admininstrative Templates → Windows Components → Windows Update and disabling Re-prompt for restart with scheduled installations.

The best part? It actually works.

Thanks Akar.

*high-five*

 

What I’m Reading

After a handful of days being too busy to read, I finally managed to finish Superfreakonomics: Global Cooling, Patriotic Prostitutes, and Why Suicide Bombers Should Buy Life Insurance, the sequel to Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything.

Like Freakonomics, Superfreakonomics presents some interesting questions that only a truly curious economist would ask, and keeps the underlying theme of how people react to incentives.

My favorite selections from Superfreakonomics included the results of a variation of the economics game where you have $10 and you can elect to give none, some, or all of it to another person; how effective cheap and simple solutions can be compared to expensive solutions, and how a cheap and simple solution could effectively reverse global warming; what effect the choice of a doctor’s tie has on patients’ death rates; and how monkeys, if given the chance, will turn to prostitution to satisfy their desires.

If you read and enjoyed Freakonomics, you should definitely read Superfreakonomics. If you recall from a while back, one of the very few complaints I had about Freakonomics was that it went into a little bit too much detail about some of the topics. Superfreakonomics completely avoids that and has just the right amount of data and elaboration on each of the topics it discusses. It also discusses topics that incite more curiosity and have more relevance to things we might experience today.

 

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Topic #177: What does freedom mean? People talk about freedom all the time, but what does it mean in real life? Is a person who has a job truly free? What about the responsibilities of having a family or a friend? It’s one thing to be free to make a choice, but after a choice is made, are we truly free anymore?

In response to the question “What does freedom mean?”: http://lmgtfy.com/?q=define+freedom

I think anyone who is not strictly controlled by another individual is considered free. An easy way to determine if someone is strictly controlled or not is if they have a free choice to do something. Of course, as the prompt mentioned, someone with a job or a family or a friend might be considered controlled by their responsibilities, but they still have the choice to quit the job, divorce and separate from the family, and split away from the friend. Obviously, doing so might not be the best decision one could make, but it can still be done.

Someone without freedom is under such close supervision and ownership of another individual that he or she is unable to choose to do something. The easiest example of someone without freedom is a slave. Their life consists of serving their master. They could choose to run away and end their life as it exists now and start a new one, but escape would be extremely difficult, and if found, they would most likely be recaptured or killed, effectively making their choice useless even if they wanted to choose.

 

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Microsoft Update Timer in Windows 7

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Is it just me, or did Microsoft Update on Windows 7 randomly start forcing you to restart your computer if you don’t click the “Postpone” button for 15 minutes?

Before, if you didn’t notice the alert that told you to restart your computer, it would just stay open in the background until you tended to it. But now, whenever Microsoft Update wants you to restart your computer, it shows a little timer for 15 minutes; if you don’t click Postpone within the time limit, it automatically restarts.

That’s fine when I see the alert, because I usually click the Postpone button in time. But when I’m busily doing something else, sometimes the notice appears in the background because I’m typing, and I don’t see it. Then the timer counts down and it reaches 0, then it randomly restarts my laptop. And the worst part is that it only happens when I’m busy doing something, which also happens to be the worst time for my laptop to restart.

 

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Topic #176: Find the nearest window. Look outside. What is the most interesting thing you see? What is the least interesting thing? If you don’t have a window, close your eyes and imagine one: what do you see when you look through it?

Seeing as it’s night right now and it’s dark outside, I can’t really see anything out my window, so the most interesting thing I see (and one of the only things I see) is a street lamp. The least interesting thing is the darkness that’s everywhere else.

When I close my eyes and imagine a window, I see grassy hills and a bright blue sky with clouds through the window. I guess I’m not very imaginative, so all my windows lead to a stereotypical child’s coloring book representation of what is outside every window.

 

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Blank Advertisements: Fail or Win?

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Have you guys noticed the weird ads that are showing up on my website that are templates of generic ads that aren’t filled in? A common one I see all the time has a sheet of notebook paper as a background and an apple in the foreground. It says stuff like “header goes here” and “text goes here and more text goes here.”

It seems like it was an obvious mistake on the advertisement maker’s part, but it sort of got me thinking that it might have been done intentionally. If you’re not aware of Google Adsense’s terms of service, you’re strictly prohibited from clicking on your own advertisements on your own websites. There have been a handful of interesting advertisements that have shown up on my website that I’ve seen in the past that I’ve wanted to click on (but I had to find via the generic Google search engine instead), but those blank and unfilled advertisements make me want to click on them more than any other advertisement I’ve seen before.

If I happen to come across any of those advertisements on other people’s websites, I would definitely click on them to see what company owns the ad, which makes me think that these companies made this apparent “mistake” intentionally to make people want to click on their ad.

I dunno, just a random thought.

 

Picture of the Day

Too Lazy to Write a Phone Number?

Someone posted this notice at our business on the bulletin board.

Apparently someone else who wanted this service was too lazy to write down the phone number, and ripped it off and took it with them instead.

#BeingConsiderateOfOthersFail

(Taken with an Apple iPod Touch 4th Generation)

 

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